Nov 28, 2004
i hate this!!

what is it?? why do i have to suffer from all of it?? i cannot forget and i cannot go on without him!! why do i have to feel this way?? what is it in you that i cannot forget?? I HATE YOU!!! FOR MAKING ME SUFFER FROM ALL THESE!! why is it so wrong?? what am i suppose to do??

Posted at 10:06 pm by aica
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Nov 16, 2004
ONCE IN A LIFETIME

When thinkin' bout you baby
And I don't know what to do,
All I think about is you
Seems everythin' around me,
Things are never understood,
The only sense when I'm with you

Oh I've heard it all before
Finding so called love,
Then you leave it behind,
But now I feel so sure,
I listen to my heart this time,
So I lay it on the line..

Chorus
I know that what I've found is once in a lifetime
And I know there's no way out,
Cause it's once in a lifetime.

I've always been so lonely,
No one ever needed a home,
There were nights was just so cold
Oh don't get me wrong I've been around,
And I resign myself to thinkin',
Just another start often told,

Oh I've heard it all before
Finding so called love,
Then you leave it behind,
But now I feel so sure,
I listen to my heart this time
With my heart before my mind

I know that what I've found is once in a lifetime
And I know there's no way out,
Cause It's once In a lifetime

It not like Iím running out of time
Takiní everything is right
Just another thought I've found
Whoíll make me change my mind

I know that what I've found is once in a lifetime..yeah
And I know there's no way out,
Cause it's once in a lifetime.

Posted at 09:49 pm by aica
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If I Never Get To Heaven

What does your love mean to me
its something i can't answer easily
just like the air that i breathe
you fill me up inside, you give me all that i need
like a bird flying high on a summers day
you're the wind that carries me away
to a place where you and i will always stay forever
if i never get to heaven then at least i will have known
i had an angel to call my very own
and if this world should end tomorrow, this much i know is true
i have found my piece of heaven the day that i found you

longer than poets will rhyme
my love will burn for you until the end of time
if i should die before tomorrow comes
i wont regret a single day, because i had your love
must be somethin in the way you say my name
it takes away my worries and my pain
i know we will make it through the rain together
if i never get to heaven then at least i will have known
i had an angel here on earth that i could call my very own
and if this world should end tomorrow this much i know is true
i have found my piece of heaven the day that i found you

like a river flows and a flower grows, my lofe for you will never fade
like the sun will rise in the morning sky you know i am here to stay forever
if i never get to heaven then at least i will have known
i had an angel here on earth that i could call my very own
and if this world should end tomorrow
this much i know is true
i have found my piece of heaven the day that i found you

like a river flows and a flower grows, my love for you will never fade
like the sun will rise in the morning sky you know i am here to stay

Posted at 09:44 pm by aica
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Warrior Is A Child

Lately Iíve been winning battles left and right
But even winners can get wounded in the fight
People say that Iím amazing
Iím strong beyond my years
But they donít see inside of me
I'm hiding all the tears

[CHORUS]
They donít know
That I come running home when I fall down
They donít know
Who picks me up when no one is around
I drop my sword and cry for just a while
Cuz deep inside this armor
The warrior is a child

Unafraid because his armor is the best
But even soldiers need a quiet place to rest
People say that Iím amazing
I never face retreat
But they donít see the enemies
That lay me at his feet

[CHORUS]
They donít know
That I come running home when I fall down
They donít know
Who picks me up when no one is around
I drop my sword and cry for just a while
Cuz deep inside this armor
The warrior is a child

They donít know
That I come running home when I fall down
They donít know
Who picks me up when no one is around
I drop my sword and look up for a smile
Cuz deep inside this armor (deep inside)
Deep inside this armor
Deep inside this armor
The warrior is a child


Posted at 09:39 pm by aica
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Could You Be Messiah

Could You be healer
To a heart that's been wounded
In a battle that's never seen
Could You be teacher
To a mind of confusion
Tell me what does this all mean

Are You deliverer
Of an imprisoned feeling in chains
Can You set my spirit free
And just one more question
Allow me this question
Could You be Messiah to me
Could You be Messiah to me

Could You be father
To a soul that's been abandoned
By a world to busy to hear
Could You be friend
To a helpless survivor
Can You take away my fears

I heard them all sharing
This newfound conviction in them
Are You all that they make You to be

And just one more question
Allow me this question
Could You be Messiah to me
Please be Messiah to me

Now i've been looking for someone like You
And i'm so tired, i'm tired
I've read every book and i've sang every song
My mind maybe right but my heart feels so wrong
Tell me how much further can my life go along
Which way do the roads lead where do I belong...

Are You forgiver
Of my most unknown secrets
Provider of all that I need
Could You be brother
The one who knows better
Would You now stand in the lead

When all this is over all the thunder and lightning
In the daylight just what will I see
The answers to my questions to all of my questions
Could You be Messiah to me
Could You be Messiah to me
Could You be Messiah
Please be Messiah to me...


Posted at 09:38 pm by aica
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I Will Be Here

Tomorrow mornin' if you wake up
And the sun does not appear
I...I will be here

If in the dark we lose sight of love
Hold my hand and have no fear
'Cause I...I will be here

I will be here...
When you feel like bein' quiet
When you need to speak your mind
I will listen
And I will be here
When the laughter turns to cryin'
Through the winnin' and losin' and tryin'
We'll be together
'Cause I will be here

Tomorrow mornin' if you wake up
And the future is unclear
I...I'll be here

Just as sure as seasons are made for change
Our lifetimes are made for years
I...I will be here

I will be here....
You can cry on my shoulder
When the mirror tells us we're older
I will hold you

And I will be here
To watch you grow in beauty
And tell you all the things you are to me
I will be here

I will be true
To the promise I have made
To you and to the
One who gave you to me

I...I will be here

And just as sure as seasons are made for change
Our lifetimes are made for years
'Cause I...
I will be here....
We'll be together

'Cause I will be here


Posted at 09:36 pm by aica
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Take Me Out Of The Dark

Just what is it in me
Sometimes I just don't know
What keeps me in your love
Why you never let me go
And though you're in me now
I fall and hurt you still
My Lord, please show me how
To know just how you feel
You have forgiven me
Too many times, it seems
I feel I'm not what you might call
A worthy Christian after all
And though I love you so
Temptation find its way to me

Chorus:
Teach me to trust in you with all of my heart
To lean not on my own understanding
'Cause I just forget
You won't give me what I can't bear
Take me out of the dark, my Lord
I don't wanna be there
No, no, no more

You've never left my side
You gave your hand to me
to hold you, Oh Jesus,
I'm no longer in the cold
And yet, I leave you there
When I feel satisfied
I'd like to thank you everyday
Not only when I feel this way
I've never known a man who'd give his life
For sinners like me
And yet because he loves us so
He's promised us eternity
And we can have that promise and be His
If we have faith and just believe

Chorus:
Teach us to trust in you with all of our heart
To lean not on our own understanding
'Cause we just forget
You won't give us what we can't bear
Take us out of the dark, my Lord
'Coz we don't wanna be alone
Take us out of the dark, my Lord
we don't wanna be there
No, no, my Lord


Posted at 09:35 pm by aica
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just decided to..

just decided to stay.. palitan ko na lang yung color siguro after the contract saka pag nakahanap na ko ng frontpage 2002 d ko maasikaso right now.. am to busy thinkin' of what i can do to this blog.. anyway mas madali kcing imanage toh kesa sa blogger.. mah feelings about love's still the same so you could see, can't think of an alternative color for this one.. gusto ko yung dating color medyo ash blue yata tawag dun??

have lots of things to say kaso mukhang wala nanaman ako sa mood magkwento *sighs* dunno why.. it's just me nanaman.. next time na lang uli siguro.. chow!

Posted at 09:28 pm by aica
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Oct 1, 2004
...

just deleted your name on my list, next is the email.. then i'll burn all the things you've given me.. and burry all the memories!! if i'll have to hurt more, i'll suffer from it nalang!! mas gusto ko yon, than to have you as so selfish who doesn't know how to care!! and love and appreciate!! whose so selfish to play with other people's feelings!! i hate you so much!!!

Posted at 12:03 am by aica
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Sep 30, 2004
Welcome to my life -- simple plan

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just donít belong
And no one understands you?
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room
With the radio on turned up so loud
And no one hears you screaming
No you donít know what itís like
When nothing feels alright
You donít know what itís like to be like me...

To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when youíre down
To feel like youíve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no oneís there to save you
No you donít know what itís like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over?
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles
And stupid lies
While deep inside your bleeding
No you donít know what itís like
When nothing feels alright
You donít know what itís like to be like me...

To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when youíre down
To feel like youíve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no oneís there to save you
No you donít know what itís like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabs you in the back
You might think Iím happy
But Iím not gonna be ok
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work
It was always there
You donít know what itís like
What itís like

To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when youíre down
To feel like youíve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no oneís there to save you
No you donít know what itís like

To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when youíre down
To feel like youíve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no oneís there to save you
No you donít know what itís like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life


Posted at 11:56 pm by aica
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